To MA:

Thanks for being a great friend and giving me the male perspective on all my "relationship drama." I know I may not have wanted to hear the truth, but I needed to. Thanks for drilling it into my head! You're a great guy and I'm glad we've gotten to know each other. I hope I've helped with the female perspective.

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Cold, Heartless bitch

So I got my answer from MU. he said "I am not interested in taking things slow or giving you a second chance. that's not what i want." Ouch. So I guess that's it. I just need to move on. I need to delete him from AIM so that I don't get the urge to IM him, and from my phone so that I don't get lonely and text him.
So, after going outside to cry my eyes out (again), I decided that I need to stop letting people get that close to me. I need to be a cold, heartless bitch. I need to be as jaded as I should be by now. I am so tired of getting my heart broken. I am tired of having feelings for people, only to end up alone and crying in the bathroom at work. I am not letting anyone get to me like that again.

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