Here is Gone

yes, I'm posting lyrics again. I was an idiot and opened myself up to more emotional abuse from MU, so now I'm wallowing in song lyrics again. Sorry. I promise I'll post something real tomorrow.

I'm not the one who broke you

I'm not the one you should fear

What do you got to move you darling

I thought I lost you somewhere

But you were never really ever there at all

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Didn't look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on, but didn't even know

Wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end it doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end It doesn't even matter

I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I'm surprised it got so far

Things aren't the way they were before

You wouldn't even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me in the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried,it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I...

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And you

Bring me to my knees again

All the times

That I could beg you please in vain

All the times that I felt insecure for you

And I leave my burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside

AndI'm looking in

I can see through you

See your true colors

'Cause inside you're ugly

You're ugly like me

I can see through you

See to the real you

All the times that I felt like this won't end

It's for you

And I taste what I could never have

It was from you

All the times that I've cried

My intentions full of pride

And I waste more time than anyone

All the times

That I've cried

All this wasted

It's all inside

And I feel

All this pain

Stuffed it down

It's back again

And I lie

Here in bed

All alone

I can't mend

But I feel tomorrow will be OK